Had been having weird dreams for the past two days..

1st, I dreamt that I was pregnant and gave birth to a baby boy.. but there was no dad.. as in I was pregnant without bedding a guy.. then a chinese name was given to the baby but I couldn't remember who named him and what was the name given to him.
My relatives whom visitd me love the baby alot.. everyone wanted to carry him and all of them love him.
When I finally managed to get him back, I was looking at the baby thinking that I should name him 'Axel' as I always had wished to if I am to have son. And while I was doing that my grandma came into the house. She was angry that I'd ignored her.
Then suddenly the baby was in her arms. She hated 'Axe', and was throwing him up to the ceiling and catching him. Again and again she did that. I watched in pain and couldn't stop thinking that how much 'Axel' was hurt liddat..
Then suddenly 'Axel' was back in my arms again and I did sth that I tot could heal him, heal the injuries he suffered/caused by my grandma. And then I woke up.
The thing is, my grandma passed away last yr. Is she trying to tell me sth or am I playing too much games alr..?

Next was that I dreamt I had a premature baby. Everyone was telling me that the baby is not going to make it. S/he is going to die, too small alr can't survive.
I keep telling them that the baby will survive, s/he can make it. And keep pointing out that s/he is growing, s/he is not dead.
I was very protective of the baby. But the baby was really small. About the size of my palm, if I remembered correctly.
I keep telling ppl not to accidently sit on the baby, even tho the baby was laying on the bed.
Then somehow, someone did accidently sat on the baby. I couldn't remember who was it.
I was really sad.. I think I went hystrical cause the baby broke into many pieces. All bones and no flesh. All the broken pieces where of the baby's bones. Its like the person actually sat on the baby's skeleton. I can remember picking up it's broken jaw bones. And the thing is the jaw bones have perfect teeth intact. But baby's don't have teeth right? Not yet.. not until they grow much older.

I know I did tell ppl that I like dreaming. But this kinda dreams are just too weird to digest..

Oh and there is sth wrong with my Wii.. Alr send it for repair.. don't when will come back.. hope it will be before CNY. haha..

today my english is very bad.. guess the dreams really affected mi.. =x *excuses*
Ok, I just typed whatever that came into my mind. Too lazy to phrase it properly.. =xx

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